Dear diary,

It has been sooo long since i blog a proper entry! There're so much things on my mind now i duno where to start. So many random things are popping into my mind now... so shall start with whichever pop up first. Hee.

I am done done done with my EXAMS !!!! ... now... that surely call for a celebration don't it. Haha. One whole month of mugging , of sacrificing my o-so-impt beauty sleep , of tearing my hair trying to understand concepts i could never ever get myself to comprehend ... of eating instant noodles ( the indo brand mee goreng to be exact ) .... of having massive headaches... of wearing my specs ... and then suddenly... it went as sudden as it came.

I am feeling strangly 'free' thou , like one moment i was so busy revising , studying , thinking... time was NEVER enough for that whole month. NEVER. And then now i find myself having time to sit in front of the com asking myself... what am i suppose to do! Lol. To think that today's only the first day after exams. Not complaining at all thou , after all the mugging and crazy hours ... i know i need some well deserved rest. My fren told me that i look really tired and 'different' which i think is a kind word... LOL. Because i feel so ugly~ ah... i know... i need my beauty sleep. LOL.

Preparing for this exam was somewhat different from any other exam. The thgt that this could well be the last exam i am going to take definately change my perspective a great lot. There's the dragging feeling... the weary , complaining feeling everyone gets when it's exam time... and then there's also the can't bear to leave uni feeling. So feeling pretty mixed up now that exam's gone ... because it pretty much means... HELLO working world !

Well then... i guess i shld try to embrace the new life i am going to lead. Anticipating something is always better than dreading it right? I was caught in the middle , i was confused abt whether i should work or study... and if i want to study whether i shld be studying business or food sci. Now that i am done with that stage i am going to walk ahead to another stage of life. Maybe i am feeling a little nervous ...a little unsettled ... but i am feeling excited as well. There're so much so much things i want to achieve. So much i want to do. And i know i need to be working to be able to achieve all these things. It will be a bonus if i will actually enjoy my work... but if i don't ... well...this blog will be here to let me grumble.. let me complain... but what's gonna be impt will be the things i am able to achieve with the money i get from working! WAHAHA! That's a really shallow thing to say really. But hey ~ i am shallow.

So yesterday was pretty crazy... everything was just so over the place... had lunch with the gers after our final paper... but strangly the 'final paper mood' was not quite there~ haha... too tired... then me and esther gonna meet charlene at woolies for some bbq shopping! YESYES! we had a bbq last night ! haha... then while preparing for bbq... we had to help esther pack her room as well... the amount of barangs that she managed to churn our from our tiny room is AMAZING . Things she wanted to throw away were given to either me , charlene or jean. I did get more things thou. LOL. I got her comforter , pillows, utensils , food ... blahs~ so when my mum comes... there will be extra pillows and stuffs! Hehe. And then it was a mad rush after the bbq to pack everything and she was getting really worried abt exceeding the weight limit and stuffs. Anyway ~ all is well and both esther and charlene landed in singapore already... but no after... having some minor cork up when checking in.

Did laundry today... GREATEST pile of clothes i've ever washed! GREATEST. There was so much clothes my laundry bag couldn't fit everything and i had to resort to bringing a huge plastic bag down as well. Washed 2 sets of bedsheets and comforter cover and pillowcases...Then ironing and cooking... drained the juice outta me.

Blog more tml... got so much more i want to say... but i am just so tired... i need to slp... haha... i am really worried abt the results thou... hmm... shall see...

Love
Jorine