Dear diary,

First of all , Happy Lunar New Year to those who still visits my blog... Life have been routine , helping my parents out at the factory have been keeping me BUSY. Haven't been going out with my frens as much as i want to .... somehow i felt a tinge of guilt when kav called me up the other day when i was on my way somewhere with my family. He chided me for not contacting him since i came back home. :( Told me he only got to know that i came back from brisbane when he managed to see esther online the other day. He called me again yesterday when i was having reunion dinner with my extended family but i didn't answer his call cos... it was juz not very right to answer it then... haven't returned his call ... Boohoo... what a bad friend i am. Seriously miss my frens... but *tiny voice* i am as broke as a church mouse with not much cash to hang out.... Going out with sweetie these days only means he will be paying for 2 person... Hiaz... wait till i get my hongbao money!!! and the allowance from dad. All the empty promises i gave my frens~ boohoo...

The only thing i am looking forward to this CNY is the hongbao and the new clothes i will get to wear. LOLZ. So damn superficial but... yeah... i duno why... maybe i've already reached the age whereby CNY is... merely yet another gathering ... didn't used to be like that when i was younger. But hey , things changed when u get older right? :)

Sweetie's frustration with his work is building up day by day~ bad sign..... since he gonna be stuck with it for another 3.5 years... i guess the only thing i can do is hear him out... there's really no other choice for him thou... he needs the money...~

I never never want to finish studying... i know that studying is going to be the most enjoyable time of my life. I used to think that i can study forever.... IF i got the money... like all i need to do is to study... learn and learn and fuss abt the exams and projects with my frens .. and plan gatherings and chalets and suchs... But these days , i suddenly have got a overpowering ENOUGH -STUDYING- FOR -ME feeling... lolz... i guess i've already studied enough... no more honours for me... 2 dips and a degree is more then enough for me already. The only thing i look forward now is to finally get my degree.

Going to have reunion dinner later . 3 straight days of reunion dinner sure ain't gonna do me good . But i like having reunion dinner... gives me a warm fuzzy feeling... another thing for me to look forward to.

All righty pals... have a good CNY.

Love
Jorine