*99 Days**

Dear diary,

I HATE BEING FAT! argh! feeling fat is the worst kinda emotion on earth. Cos when that happened, ur confidence drop to a ultimate low and u juz got no drive to nudge a forward with all that extra flabs ard ur waist. Sure gets tiring. Now, it must be the weather in aussie cos i hardly eat as much as i do in sg. I am rather sure i eat less here. BUT i am still feeling fat~ my face's getting rounder~ my arms is getting flabby and to top it all off i dun think i deserve all these! ARGH~! sign~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It's not like i am enjoying good food here like laksa or any really fattening stuffs. Eating regular stuffs and still i am putting on weight. I hope it's all juz water retention since i dun sweat here at all.

Kinda bothers me when i look fat in pics as well. Sign............................ where do u come from?

On a happier note, it's 99 days before i am going back. lalala~ the significate thing is that... the number of digits has been decreased by 1. HAHA! so now it's 2 digits instead of 3.

All righty, week sure pass fast. Gonna get going and finish up my assignment tml night.

Love
Jorine