Dear diary,

Went for one tuition today and yeah~ i've yet to tell his mum that i dun wan to teach . Feeling very sick abt this cos i've been dragging. Anyway it's already the 7th of june! abt one more month b4 i go to aust ... argh ! the feeling's juz so mixed... i dun know what to expect and it's like 5 mths plus b4 i can get back to sg ... going to miss miss miss my frens and family and.... SWEETIE!!!! He thinks that i am going to get very emotional at the airport... LOLZ. He told me not to cry... LOLZ. He said that i must be strong. He call me to 'faster go faster come back'. HeeHee... that's a plot u know... cos the truth is that he can't wait for me to find work so that he can use my money back cos i'm using his money now! LOLZ.

Is there anyway i can cure homesickness cos i am feeling homesick even b4 i am there. Juz thinking of it makes me feel homesick!!

There're quite a number of things i haven't buy... maybe it's time for me to start packing bit by bit. As the stuffs goes in the bag.... my heart sank deeper... i hope i can settle down and adjust to life there asap.

Sweetie is such a sweetie today. Maybe it's cos i know i will not be able to communicate with him as often as i like... i hope it's not this way but i really dun know... and the fact that we'll not meet till months later... so i really really treasure meeting time with him. He might be coming over to stay at my hse tml after his morning shift which stupidly end at 10. ARGH! Final verdict................................

I MISS SWEETIE SO MUCH . I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM. I CAN'T WAIT TO PULL HIS EAR AND KISS HIM.... STUPID RABBIT...


Love