Dear diary,

Feeling like shit. So sick. Got high fever plus running nose and irritating throat. Further more accomodation for aust becoming hay-wired. Will not be staying with esther afterall. Think she will be staying over at her aunt's place while i gonna get somewhere myself to stay. Mum and dad are so for me staying at the lodge on campus ( women only ! ) it's not that i mind if it's woman only or that it's on campus , but i think it's kinda dumb to stay at somewhere where they provide food...cos it's really not as if every single time i will be eating there right. Worst part: no frens ~!

Esther's fren jean who's already studying there is staying at this place call unilodge. It's 15 mins away from school . I think for now i much prefer to stay there as u'll have ur own loo in the room . And the most important thing is that Jean is there and at least i know someone at the place i am staying. But my mum is not conviced and nagging at me to stay on-campus~ bother~

Feeling so excited BUT more so of suspicious. Will i really enjoy my time there? will i settle there? stuffs like that's getting me so jittery! which sucks ~! Studying there will definately not be easy. hmm.... I gonna make sure i get my bloody degree and fly straight home.... study study study.... for 10 bloodly months ! 2 months will be back in sg i think.


Love,