i quit.
masquerade.
living with a pseduonym.
hurts me so much.
i smell the stench of my own tears.
Finally.
you're hurting me way too much.
i didn't want to be ur satan.
thanks for letting me be the very thing i resisted so much.
my only console was sadly ......
the one thing i didn't want happen.

Feeling way too emotional.
That's me.
Emotional leads me.... to the place i don't want to be
The only one weakness i can't control
ironically is the only one thing i shld be in control

:D

I am smiling ( or am i ? ).
Cos the sun is shinning.
It has stopped raining.
Finally .
The rainbow's out.
But i am drained.
Totally. Drained out.



Love,