Friday, December 31, 2004

Dear diary,

Today's the last day of 2004 ... time for so reflection... will do them in point form ...

  • graduated from poly , really sad abt this fact , i enjoyed my poly life so darn much it still seem unreal that i have ended my 3 years in poly ... am now a diploma holder !
  • frantically looking for job after juz 2 weeks of lazing after our exam ( still regret this to this very day , why were so so ks ~ ) in the end , got a temp job from takasago and then a perm one at symrise , both are not bad companies... but i quited symrise after almost 3 months cos i can't stand the routine life , i felt i needed more .... i am still young !!!
  • after much thgts and hesitation.... the delimma for me to either studying business or continue with my plans to aust drove me up the wall... in the end gave up my dream of going over to aust after considering many many factors... still have a tinge of regret now...
  • planned on studying business next thgts of studying early childhood entered... another delimma...again mostly because of the pay factor decided to enter the world of business thou i am really not that enthu abt it... however... i decided to give myself a chance... TRY!
  • ended up studying in MDIS cos it i went to study in SIM straight i will be so confused... moreover i dun know if i am really into business.... enrolled into MDIS
  • sucks sucks sucks ! dun really like the whole mdis shit.... will be finishing this dip in march 2005
Well... this part is abt my 'studying cum working ' life... it was one hell of a roller coaster really... from graduating to experiencing the boredom and politics of working life to studying something i've never thgt i'll study... to me struggling in there... predict that this will go on for quite a while.... until then... i hope to see that ray of 'light' soon...

  • sweet graduated with me too , won 2 awards for some IT thingy...
  • talks abt him signing on became a reality when he decided to go for the interview
  • went for the mind blobbering interview , he wasn't confident that he will get in , still remember sitting in at delifrance and listening to him talking abt his 'future' haha ...
  • surprise ! he got in to police ! told me that he will get enlisted in aug...
  • even more of a surprise... he got enlisted much earlier... july... start of his 6 months in tracom... cried my eyes out when he gonna go in ~ hahaha ! i feel that it's so DUD now.. but ya... cos i was like spending so much time with him and suddenly he gonna go into an environment i know zit abt...
  • the whole 6 mths thingy wasn't so much of a hoo-ha , he bonded with his mates very well... got to know some of them... pretty cute bunch of guys ! it was 6 mths of laughter , bonding , learning and so much more... can see the bond between them was strong... :D
  • Went with him and his family to his POC ... one word.. AWESOME... proud moment for them all...
  • Took block leave for 2 weeks... am really pleased when he told me he will be spending most of them with me... :) cos after that will be 4 months of working non stop.... meaning time for us...... will be much lesser...
  • started his police job officially... now still in grading mode... meaning... no leave , no nothing cos u're being graded!
I am really glad with the progress sweet is making in the police... it's his choice... and i am glad he's happy with it so far... hope it stays this way...

  • Spend our 2nd anniversary together eating out.. and doing the usual stuff...
  • As times goes by , we've definately learned more abt each other.... more to be learned... haha....
  • am glad now.... but we will need to continue our plans to save money.... him for his studies and me for my future ! but he's making more progress than me as of now...
  • now that his schedule are not so routine in a way... need to plan plan plan more...
nothing much... still love him as much... love him to bits.... he has been really understanding.. think i am really lucky to have him as my bf...

all righty.... looking forward to a new 2005 ! here are my list of new year resolution...

  1. Exercise more ! Lose more weight !!!
  2. SAVE more MONEY!!!
  3. Go on a few short trips..
  4. Get my Driving license
  5. Be a better GF... needs to be more understanding
  6. Meet up with my frens more often ... esp sec frens
Love
Jorine




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