Dear diary,

I have been VERY disturbed by the disaster caused by the tidal waves... at first when i heard dad telling iis that there was this earthquake in indonesia i was still... wow.. very bad... until i watched the news and realised the magnitude of this human tragedy , the number of death from the affected countries, the amt of property lost ( thou to me that's really nothing compared to human lives , but hearing the amt makes me stagger ~ )... images of the death and destructions send shivers down my spine... the bloated faces, the way the waves separate mother and child ... there was this video shown on the news, the mom was carrying her child and trying very hard to get into a boat but the wave juz swept the child away from her arms.... the missing gallery , where ppl post pics of the missing ppl... and the death gallery , where ppl post pics of those dead but not claimed... it was in the straits time today.... i wonder.... if their family or whoever they're travelling with also dead? if so.... how will anyone ever claim their body.... by the time their relatives managed to come over from their respective countries to claim.. i think the bodies will already be decomposed...... at least to some extend... read that human bodies were tangled together with dead cats, dogs, fishes and goats... AWFUL !

Is this a calling ? a sort of warning? maybe we shld treat the earth better? maybe.... it means we shld stop all the fighting and let peace prevail? from this disaster .... no one... can doubt the amt of destruction and death that can be caused by the action of nature... nature can kill.... few thousands of ppl within an hr..... i really do wonder... if all the donations ppl made to the Red Cross really does goes over there.. maybe it will be a better idea to donate directly to the embassies? here i am typing into my blog........... but at the very same time ppl there are grieving for their loved ones.... really lucky to be here....

Was also extremely disturbed by this report ( Doctors weep as they treat rape victims ) in TODAY , militia in congo are using rape as a war weapon ~ how totally despicable !!!! i think despicable is an understatement.... the kinda act that they do.... an attacker actually fired a bullet into a 21 year old vagina ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i read that.... it really break my heart.... such kinda act exist in this planet...those attackers ought to have their penis chopped into pieces then forced down their throat.... or pull till it comes off.... i think they really deserve to die a horrible death ! lucky me ...

As i was typing a few mins ago... i heard a loud bang followed by glass shattering... looked outta my window and saw 2 taxis collided... ~~~


Anyhow.. going out with the gers later... heehee! will update again later in the night.. hopfully.... sweet's first day at work ... thgt that he will be able to know which npc he will be posted to... but in the end.............. first 2 weeks will only be attachment... he's attached to clementi... got 3 person posted there... so by the end of the two weeks... one will be posted to do admin...hmm..... sounds good right... haha.... admin = same pay less work.. and better timing also... hmm.... watever.. both are good... :)


Love
Jorine