Dear diary,

Tml marks the start of another week , working life , getting so routine , i am juz passing my time in that lab ,everyday , but this week will be salary week , yipee! lolz!

Have been thinking abt which path i shld take , the early childhood one or the business admin one... huge decision , it's a burden really .... this issue has been bugging my every single waking moment , yes... even when i am working, it's there at the back of my head ... buggging me to quickly make a decision , cos i dun wanna miss the next deadline... business..... early childhood....................................


PRO and CONS!

Early childhood

1. The advantage of working with children , innocent, can make u laugh
2. Fun loving environment
3. Need to be patient - i am not really that patient
4. Miserable salary
5. My diploma in food tech will really go down the drain
6. Take me at least another 4 years to get that degree
7. BUT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A TEACHER

Business admin

1. Mix of everything
2. Office work , therefore get to dress up a bit
3. Pay might advance a lil faster
4. Diploma in food tech will not go down the drain entirely , since i can opt to work in a food related company... prephaps they will prefer ppl with food tech backgrd
5. If i am really into it , can get into my dad's business
6. ppl have been telling me... it's too mixed up , not specialised...

So ... sometimes i get all very into early childhood and juz when i tell myself that that's it.... i think again and then i feel that business is much better..... at least if i dun like the work i can change .... that kinda stuff... both also got their pros and cons lah.... thus making it a very tough decision for me to make ... and really hate those ppl who like juz put u down ~ irritating bunch of idiots !

Mood hasn't been too good... how can i feel good when there's something at the back of ur mind bugging u ????????? and when u're doing something where u dun see the point , 'cept that u can save some money????

I am feeling likea mixed up rojak ..... HELP ME GAIN ENLIGHTENMENT!

Mixed up

Jorine