Hey diary ,
Exam's so near , so near , it's crushing onto me... the word E-X-A-M is weighing so heavily on my shoulder , i am having difficulties breathing.... * breath in breath out ! * *phew !* plus quite a lot of 'event's happenning at home, i can neither ignore these 'events' and juz get on studying for my exam nor can i stand aside and see.... as me .... in terms of responsibility as a sister i have to help to settle... glad that all is well now , juz hoping that i will have 'nuff time to study and more importantly to stay focus on my studies ! YES! i must tell myself that i can do it ! cos this time ard it seem so hard , so tough , so far away from me.... but i will get there no matter how slowly i crawl and how fast others run ahead of me , i am telling myself that i will reach there ! i will try my best to pass !

This week is study week for us , it's also peppered with lotsa 'event's' and happennings for me . Good ones and bad .... and well.. prehaps 1 of which is a blessing in disguise.... well... whatever it is... i juz wan to let jelly know this -----> WHAT THE HECK! haha! ya ! i stress and stress again that this part of ur life , at this bloodly age whereby u're not a girl not yet a woman? erm... lady.... at that in between age... it sucks ! ya ! it's so much in between issues.... and all.... still experiencing lotsa stuffs , still preparing and shaping ur character... but believe me that all these stuffs IS going to shape u to become a stronger person , prehaps , they will make u less vunerable to stress and more mature to handle stress in furture also... so here goes... my advice...

Oya ! so how's my cutie pie? he's doing great , got sliver in the nafa thingy , was not happy with the silver that he's got , but i am please as i am ...proud of him.... well.... for the fact that i know he tried his best and reason why he couldn't get a gold might juz well be because he was too nervous and couldn't sleep the previous night and thus affected him when he's running since he told me that running was the event that made him get mere silver...

Hope that i pass and grad soon , not that i will not miss sch but u can't expect me to like say something like.... hope that i can't pass and thus i can stay longer in sch that's so lame~ okie... anyway i will be (1) going to thailand for a short trip with my family excluding jeff cos she's going for another sch trip to malaysia and i am really looking forward to this trip cos ..... DAD WILL BE GOING TOO! okie... tht's cos my dad seldom can go overseas with us , it's not seldom is almost never UNLESS it's during the CNY cos he gonna tend to his business and he can't leave juz like that , so it's always juz my mum with us , but this time ard , we finally talk him ard and he said YES... so it will only be a short trip , and of cos ! there's so much shopping to be done! WAHAHAHA! i love to shop manz! okie... then (2) will be of cos that carnival at OCC , 2 days carnival there i persuaded mum to let me 'rent' a stall , anyway it's only for like 10 bucks , den i am thinking of buying some stuffs from thailand and den selling it at the carnival and also my mum's fren will also be sponsering me with some clothes and stuffs to sell there! WAHAHAHA! juz for fun! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

okie~ back to studying mode~

Stressed up
Jo