Dear diary,

Been ages and ages since my last update. So this will prob be a long long entry... haven't had the mood or the time to blog thus the very lack of updates. Anyhow , now that i've got the time i will try to update whatever i can. :) Last friday was the last day of my work at Bentoli...worked there for only slightly more than a month ~~~ Come to think of it... the ppl there are all reasonably friendly and nice... especially the boss... everything's good but i felt so very inadequate there.... was complaining about how i wasn't doing things i thgt i will be doing during the first 2 weeks but somehow i started to settled in ... started to look forward to completing projects... started to open up ... and everything was going quite well.... until givaudan called and asked if i will be interested to take up their junior food technologist position in a beverage lab~ I wasn't exactly happy when i know i was selected which was kinda strange... since i've always wanted to work in a beverage lab. Couldn't work properly the whole day after that call... i was feeling so messed up... one moment it will be like... ' O MY! i cant imagine i've actually been selected for this position ! GREAT! " and then suddenly i will be feeling so very depressed cos i really dun wanna go thru the whole 'getting out of my comfort zone' feeling... Anyway, after going thru a hell lot of brain-storming , i decided that not everyone gets the opportunity of working in givaudan ... even thou the position that they offered me is a 6 months contract one i will still give it my best shot ! Afterall , i will prob be able to use my knowledge more in a beverage lab compared to a 'chemical' lab. Still feeling somewhat apprehensive... how will the ppl there be? will i be able to get along with them? Blahs..~~~ because this is a much bigger company compared with Bentoli ... i always get the impression that there will be much much more office politics and the ppl there ain gonna be as friendly... ~ DAMN ... maybe i even gonna hide in the loo to send msges~will update again soon... gonna start working there tml ~ Wish me luck !

Sweetie and me are getting on fine.... squabbles here and there ~ but well~ there gonna be some kinda bickering in any relationship. Was talking to mum about some issues just now when she made a comment about us. As usual~ that one sentence was enough to irritate the hell outta me... but i thgt it over and well... i guess it doesn't really matter what THEY think... it's how i feel that's important. So .... o well.... ~~~ suddenly i remember something which a tarot card reader once told me and i think she's pretty darn right about it ! :X

Thinking of starting my driving practical lessons once i get my pay next month . Hoho... Then hopefully i will be able to finish my lesson by march next year and pass my driving by july ! Jeffido will be taking her practical on the 20th dec~~~!!!! feeling so excited for her !

Going for a run with sweetie tml... looking forward to it ! :D And then again~ the thgt that i will be awaken by my mum's manjong session later just irks me no end ~ ARGH! Why can't they play somewhere else!!!!

Love
Jorine