At long last...

Dear diary,

Woootttt! Been ages and ages since i last updated. I really duno what i've been busy with. Prob just lotsa tiny gritty stuffs here and there. Hmm... will try to make this post as detailed as possible thou i think it'll prob turn out to be yet another 'attempt' ... :P

These days i've been bowling my life away. LOL. Just this week alone , i went bowling on monday , weds and thurs ! LOL. I really wanna improve my bowling skills !!!! Seeing how much the other girls have improved really spurs me on manz! Xue and me used to be in the 50-70 range but now her highest score is 197 !!! Without saying~~~~ mine is the WORST lah~ still hovering ard the 60-70 range . Highest score for me this week is 113. Haha. First time cross the 100 points mark. Having sore thighs now... but that means i am actually doing a bit of toning. Better than nothing. Haha.

Anyway , after yesterday's bowling trip, bing came over to my hse to stay for the night then this morning woke up extra early to return the car, head to his place , went to pioneer mall for breakfast then proceeded to his hse for some sleeping action. LOL. Woke up ard 1plus and proceeded prepare for interview at 3. Sign. Did badly at the interview. But i am not really THAT interested in that job anyway. But then again~ if they offer me a position with them i will still accept lah~ since i cant afford to be choosy now. Gonna concentrate on building up my resume now first.

After the interview , went to town to meet up with huimin and claris! Really glad to have this mini outing thou it was too DAMN SHORT~ but we will be meeting more frequently already lah... hor... hehe.... Actually a few days ago , this person from cali fitness called me and told me some bull abt how i got 2 weeks free membership... so i blur blur believe her~~~ i thgt no harm going in for a look since i've ALWAYS been curious how the inside looks like since i've never been in b4. So me , bing , min and claris went in... and this punkish looking fellow bought us ard and blahs... not bad... got the motivation to start working out leh! LOL. Then as usual he tried to hard sell the package to us. After a lot of erms and ehs.... we decided to sign up! LOL. Package he offered sounds reasonable to me plus a few things i came across lately makes me wanna start exercising. Now i hope that this motivation in me doesn't frizz out anytime soon.Think i better list them out now so when the motivation starts frizzing out ah... i can look back to start to get motivated again!

Firstly , since i came back my weight have been increasing non-stop . Saddening . Tipping close to 60 already . Secondly , when i went swimming the other day with ballie i realised that i can't swim as fast as i used to... getting breathless quite easily too. Thirdly, my flabby arms needs to go away lah~ been there since... forever. Fourthly, sweetie have been encouraging me to exercise , cos actually he's quite a health freak ... but ever since we got together he started to exercise less and less because time spend exercising = less time with me... and time together is already so precious . Lastly and most importantly , i chanced upon this blog
( www.xiaodoudou.blogspot.com) the other day ... it's abt this young lady's battle with cancer and how she regretted not taking care of her health when she was healthy and how her family coped with her illness and stuffs. She passed away sometime during may'06. I was actually just browsing thru links when i chance upon her blog. I read every single entry and cried half the time all the while feeling a sense of helplessness. After reading , i tried to go to bed thinking i will be able to sleep since i cry ma~ ... haha... but no...her story actually really makes me think how we really must appreciate our health . The truth of the world is that ... if u dun take care of ur health... u will suffer later. That's a fact. I mean... i knew alll along that it's a FACT... but i dun take this fact seriously... afterall i am in my prime years leh... 22... i can still afford to brush this fact off easily... but seriously after reading her story makes me wants to lead a healthier life. Haha.

Sweetie gonna work this weekend . Prob will only be able to go for our first gym session next week then. Anyway... i dun quite fancy the idea of hitting the gym during the weekends as well. Quite interested in the classes... esp the dance classes. Hmm... :D Will meet claris and min on weds thou.

On another note altogether , after some consultations and blahs....sweetie decided to start studying next year. He was prepared to start this year but it was too late for him to squeeze into this year's intake because of his aussie trip. Kinda a blessing in disguise too since i guess it will be gd for both of us to get acustomed to me working first rather then suddenly having to manage with both him studying and me entering the working world. Plus he wants to save more money first.

O yeah~ i think there's some serious feng shui problem in my room. Ever since i came back i have been having problems with my health. ARGH! Seriously sick of getting sick leh! How come i dun feel so sickish when i am in aust. Down with flu now.

Jelly got back her chinese o'level result today. And guess what~~~~~ she got B3! haha... freaking happy for her cos i know how much our chinese sucks. We can speak well in normal conversational chinese with all the lahs and lehs ... but we are seriously klutz in formal chinese... so i am advising her not to retake it already .

Family fren from manchester is here on a backpacking trip. Will update on that another day thou.... i am getting sleepy from the medicine i took for my flu... I hope i will recover tml... still gonna entertain him.

Love
Jorine