.: 44 Days :. Another day....

Dear diary,

I just got no appettie to eat anything now~ WHAT HAPPENED! ME... a glutton... no appetite? doesn't quite make sense. So it's lunch time right... and i just stood in front of the pantry and thgt~ what lunch time~ grrr~ but i gonna fill something into me cos i dun want to wait till like 3 before i start cooking. Grab a packet of maggi mee some crabsticks and an egg. Cook. Looks good. But i could hardly finish eating 1/4 of the whole thing. Threw the whole damn bowl away cause suddenly i just feel disgusted looking at it. Hmm... maybe a cold drink will do some trick. Pour myself a cup of lemon drink. Yikes. Taste weird. Maybe i got to cook at 3 afterall~

I tried studying stats last night with esther and i was practically tearing my hair off. So damn many equations and whatsnot. And i totally sucks at subjects like these... those that require calculations and more calculations. ARGH! I really don't understand stats! HELP ME! And this is where the paradox of the whole situation comes in. See...if i really do not understand anything i will not know that i do not understand anything in the first place. And if i know that i do not understand anything then i must have understood something to start knowing that i do not understand. And so now that i've concluded that i do actually understand something i will have to start a quest to try to understand more. Haha. Going bonkers i think.

Gonna go to sch , groceries shopping and get nini's pressie tml. Today will just be another day~ another day mugging.... and then again... how many more days of mugging do i have left....

Love
Jorine