.:59 Days:. Sugar sugar

Dear diary,

This thursday will be our 4th year anniversary~ and beside the present , sweetie complied our photos added some music and comments and burn it into a CD. When he told me abt it , i was like... BUT....BUT.... I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!! I want to see it NOW ! ! ! So being the nice guy that he is...or the very very 'teh' girl that i am...he gave in and send me the files which i took a darn long time to dl.... I was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo touched through out the whole slideshow! DAMN touched! Almost teared.... but some parts were so funny i actually burst out laughing! Haha. There were some really really nerdish photos of us taken like 3 years back... and that totally cracked me up! I think sweetie actually changed more than me. Look at him then and then look at him now... TADAH! BIG CHANGE! But... still as sweet as ever... maybe even sweeter....and more understanding... without a doubt. Hmm.... and i definately looked slimmer last time. Bad sign.

Sometimes i look at him and i think... this guy deserves so much more than staying in a job with erratic schedules, having to wait such a long time to further his education and having a gf... who kinda gets just a lil...bit... cranky. [p.s he better not agree with me on this one ] But well... i believe that one fine day , he will get his calling...and be able to finally get what he aims in life. Because u worked for it , u will get it. :) i know... i am just so indulging myself in praising him and blahs blahs blahs... but well... just let me go on.... because... he made me happy tonight... not just normal happy mind you... BUT VERY VERY VERY HAPPY! Extremely happy.. SuperDuper happy... :DDDDDDD

Love you sweetheart. Ah... i feel so loved....it's like i am breathing in 'love air' .... Definately in a lovey dovey mood now. Haha.

On another note ALTOGETHER... i watch da vinci today with esther, jean and charlene today at southbank , tried the fish and chips there~ blahs ~ and had coldrock icecream which was yummy! Hee... but i am in no mood to update anything else other than how happy i am and how blessed i feel to love him... LOL... sick.

O... and i feel good talking to my mum as well... she's probably coming earlier! *chuckles*
And i might be going to thailand*double chuckles*
And i didn't revise anything today * triple chuckles*
And i am going to sleep soon ...because i want to dream of him * love chuckles*

With so much love,
Jorine