Sunday, April 23, 2006

.:89 Day:. Everything's just so WRONG!

Dear diary,

Everything's just so wrong ! I had a tiff with sweetie last night over some... stuffs. Basically just wasn't feeling good and he was tired from work ... so i guess it erupted from there. How come he always always manage to pull his 'stuffs' off so well. Like how can he always manage to make me feel like i am a juvenile who's in need of some self control whenever shits like that happen. O man ~~~! Even when we're quarrelling he talks with so much reasons and facts i wonder if it's a quarrel in the first place or not. Then he ends off the whole episode with a ' u know such quarrels makes both of us understand each other better ... and that's a good thing. ' I get what he means and all... cos indeed after the trashing out i got to know stuffs about him , stuffs which i've always assume that i know... but in fact... was just plain assumptions on my part. But then... i duno... he makes me feel like some immature kid. But all is good now , he have been trying to cheer me up the whole of this afternoon ... and of cos... i remained coy abt it... haha. GIRLS~ . But then again... i am actually secretly happy... lolz. And as much as i tried to assert the ' i am still bladdy pissed with u ' image, i guess i flopped terribly. Before he went to work today , he made me a happy girl by being ever so sweet again. :D

On another note , i mentioned in my previous entry that i will be sure to start on my review right... BUT........i've changed everything abt the review assignment i am supposed to do . Like at first i wanted to write up something along the line of how drinking coffee affects ur health in a GOOD way... hehe ... i must know this right~ dad's in the coffee business anyway ... might as well take this opportunity to learn so that i can promote coffee the next time. LOL. But somewhere along the way , while searching for journal articles i discovered that there wasn't much articles which deals with general health and coffee , most were more specific ... like how drinking coffee reduces ur risk of getting diabetics ... or heart disease... or cancer ~ so yeah... think i gonna change everything and get down to these specific diseases. And so what does this means??? simply means that i have got to plan my review all over AGAIN~... boohoo. And i've got like TONS of stuffs to do... the agriculture practical reports , the nutrition prac report and the nutrition and disease assignment~ and what abt my biometrics tutorial?! I totally lost touch with biometrics... dun understand what the heck the lecturer's talking abt since the last lecture. :( So much to doooooooooo......... i reckon i will be that free to update my blog anymore. But then again , it's always when i get really busy that i feel like blogging... ! LOL...

Esther's gonna get back to brisbane only on tues. That lucky girl ! Anyhow tuesdays another holiday for me ! It's ANZAC DAY! :D Kinda like a day to commemorate the NZ and AUST soldiers who fought in the war. But hey ! it's another holiday for me and that's really all that matters. No???.


All righty, someone guide me and tell me where am i suppose to start? I am like stuck in this very big huge assignments and reports and revision mess... i duno where to start. ARGH. BIG HUGE MESS! And there're like so many things on my mind to sort out... o man... this is not good at all... thinking abt how exam's gonna start in another 5 weeks scares me a HELL LOT. And so... here we go again... ppl.... be prepare to listen to my ramblings abt exams and exams and exams. Weighing me down... a ton!

Love
Jorine

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