Dear diary,

Starting from tml to next friday , i'll try my best to have intensive revision. MM biology exam is juz next sat! can't believe it's so soon...and i am seriously running outta time . Cos i still got nutrition and human bio to revise blahs blahs... Today's officially the last day of sch for us, had our last practical juz now...didn't attend sch on tues and weds but stayed in the room to study instead. Damn stressful ... i've never imagine myself as someone who will wake up at 9 start studying at 10...with tiny breaks in between... etc for lunch... stop at 7 for dinner , start again at 10 until 12... ~ but yes~ i did that for 2 days straight. It's insane lah ! cope up in my room for so long... really terrible .... my stress level is... reaching the peak.... increasing with each passing day.

BUT BUT BUT.... i predict that i will be cope up in my room.... from fri to thurs... that's close to a week~ GEEZ! cos esther's going over to goldcoast on monday which means i'll be all alone in my room for 4 days next week!.... but well... strange thing is... i am kinda 'anticipating' it... cos i know i will have NOTHING absolutely NOTHING to do in my room other then chatting online , blogging or studying.

Hahahaha... i really dun have tht blogging mood now... random stuffs are juz coming into my mind and soo... this shld be a very random entry...

So me esther and jean will be moving to a new apartment with 3 rooms for our next semester... haven't went to view the apartment yet but jean said that it's quite nice and all... prob go view it after exam... gonna save quite a bit... as well...

Me and esther have been talking abt random stuffs as well.... u see when u're stress , everything pops up to mind suddenly and all of a sudden we're talking abt serious stuffs so much more... really random stuffs ranging from frenships we've build over the years , to future husband-to-be and the REAL reason behind us pursuiting our degree.

People get caught in different situations with the same person everyday. How issit then possible to avoid a clash of opinion? more importantly, what do u do when u're faced with such a situation? I'll say... go with the flow if it's not too much for u to tolerate.... yeah....so me and esther see each other almost everyday...and we certainly have got our good days and bad days... but i am glad that we're getting on ok-ish....prob gonna do with our characters?

Seriously... i duno what i am rambling abt... lolz... see... i am really in such a random mood today... i wonder what's my temper really like? do i have a foul temper...? etc etc etc.... am i someone who stands up for my rights? am i decisive? blahs... yeah... character education time for me...

I am grateful tat sweetie's always there for me.... juz that phone call away....

o well...... this randomness is getting nowhere... i am tired.... i am.... very tired...... when is all this crapish business going to end? 14 more days...

exams makes me feel weird... so weird.... so pukish.... i remember claris telling me how stress she felt when we'll taking our exams in sp... she was stressed to the extend she cried... i didn't quite understand that... cos i was never that stressed up for exams b4... frens told me stories of how they break down during exam period and stuffs... i've never been one of the exam-make-me-so-stress-i-wanna-cry person... damn... now i think i can understand them... thou i've not yet cry because i am stress... i know i am stressed up more then i've everrr been... the sickening thing is that...because i'm able to see the big picture of this being a process i've to go thru whether i like it or not... i find the thgt of me crying because of stress irritatingly silly ... thus that will prob never happen.... prob... i am not that sure yet... haha... but then again... would't crying make me feel better? hmm... nah.... nah... nah.... now what have i become? debating within me whether i shld cry or not?! damn! getting ridiculous.... me... yes... totally spastic...

Love
Jorine