**103 Days**

Dear diary,

Woke up reasonably early today at 9.30am. Haha! Me being a pig and waking up at 9.30am on a sunday morning is considered reasonably early. Stretched , look ard me ... think to myself that this is going to be a fulfiling sunday! I felt quite refreshed after a good night sleep thus all the positive thgts. First thing i did was to switch on my lappy , sign into msn.... awwww! it's still 7.30 in sg! Who will be online at 7.30 in the morning... fine~ it's juz my way of seeking companionship . Remember? i am a lonely girl trapped in a room. LOL. So went to shower. Then i thgt to myself... now what~ MAKE BREAKFAST! Look ard the cupboards... nothing seem to be good enough for a breakfast. It's all rice, pasta, sauces~ o well... poured myself a cup of apple juice. Looks like it's groceries time. Spend money again~ ! Dun like that. Maybe i can consider hopping onto a 'spend less on food, more on clothes' plan! :D Look ard... nothing much to do... i suddenly miss reading The newpaper and The Sunday Times. It was my weekly sunday routine to have breakfast then read the papers! i miss doing that so much! And daddy will always buy us sunday breakfast! ! ! Now i am here alone, stuck with a cup of apple juice. How nice! ~!

Surf the net, hoping that i can gain access into the straits time interactive website. That's when i found out that u gonna subscribe to it b4 they give u access ~ BOTHER~! The only next best alternative is to click ard the yahoo singapore news section. Pathetic amount of news i am reading. LOL. I feel so outta touch with singapore! It's funny how i am now in aussie but still want to read the news from the singapore kinda perspective. Prove that i am a true blue singaporean . I support STRAITS TIME! lolz.

Jelly told me that they were going to the seven month dinner at the old estate we used to live in. Quite frankly, i used to dread going~ the humid weather, the 'friendly banter' with the neighbours and whats not. It's always the same thing year after year... 'ooo ur daughters , so pretty.... blah blahs~ ' But the strange thing was that i didn't dread going since i shifted to admirately. Truth was, i missed my neighbours , yeah ~ even those 38 ones... the thing i missed more was how at home i felt at the estate i grow up in. I even got sweetie to go last year juz so i can show him the place i spend a huge amount of my growing up years , where i play catchings, where me and my sisters used to croon oldies karaoke with my daddy's fren , the path i walked from my blk to the 187 bus stop i used to take to school, the corridor i used to play running with my neighbours b4 they shifted out one by one, leaving me alone and quite lonely. As i walked up the staircase to the apartment i used to live in , i felt so strange. haha! Looked at the wooden door... felt so sad... that's not my home anymore... it's their. A part of me thou, will always still remember that 'old house' . SOOoooo... when jelly told me that they were going there last night , i felt like ~ going........ i felt like i wanted to be a part of that night where all the neighbours gather. Ha! i feel so old already ~ Next year!


Probably adjusting to how the next few months will be for me already. Well... it's an experience to live on ur own. So no complains. (: But sometimes u get so lonely, frens online ~ can call blahs blahs... yeah... that's true! Makes me feel better when i get to chat with my frens, my mum and sweetie over the phone or in msn . But it's juz not the same~ lucky me , probably will get to see mum and bally soon...sometime in nov , maybe even my cousin ! haha.... or my sister in oct? hmm... it all depends, but i am looking forward to these events. Lolz... they're so significate to me now i am going to label them EVENTS!

Esther's coming back ard 1 , and we'll go get some groceries at coles ( supermarket like giant) , then get our laundry and ironing done and help esther shift her stuffs back into her room. Tml's going to be another week at school. Hope that it will be a good one. So much assignments going to be due. Non are completed yet. Can't wait for the uni to announce the exam timetable so i know exactly which date to 'anticipate'. Anticipate to go home... lolz...

Update again later... gonna get some notes printed and continue with human bio~

Love
Jorine