**125 Days**

Dear diary,

Mum and cousin went back this afternoon. Sighhhh....... now i am all alone ! all alone! My only consolation is that esther will be with me. Bored. Alone in the room now. Juz finish eating cup noddles and drinking orange juice plus 1/3 of a bar of chocolate. JUNK FOOD! What an irony ! I am gonna study nutrition but i am eating junk food. LOL. But well... it's really only because i am alone now and esther's out. So... what else can i cook?

Ten days sure pass by fast! Starting to miss everyone so much now . Loneliness really does creep up to u when u're alone and feeling most vunerable. Quite frankly, i haven't been able to talk properly to anyone since i reach brisbane. I miss talking to the girls really. I miss the times outside mac at JE with the cigar smoke blowing in joy's direction and the mozzi buzzing ard sharon . Really juz love a good chill out session , esp love the feeling of having endless time to spare juz chatting with the girls. But o well... GET REAL. ~ this is life!


School's going to start in two days time. This totally reminds me of the days b4 i start poly. Feeling like so full of zest .... and then almost always... this feeling dies down 2 weeks into the semester. haha! BUT one thing is for sure now , i am going to give it my best... blahs blahs blahs .... this is getting really boring. But yeah... huge-mogous amount of pressure's on me to get my degree by next year.

Sweetie's involved in this year's NDP preview or whatever. Which sucks . Because that means he can't come online to talk to me. And this thingy always end late so by the time he reach home it'll already be 1 am in brisbane. BOTHER.

Love
Jorine

p/s: I'm going to start counting down to 25th of nov. Cos hopfully i will be back in sg by then since my semester officially finishes on the 19th of nov. :D