~*1 Day*~

Dear diary,

This time tml i will already be on board the plane flying towards brisbane. Have not been updating my blog properly cos i really really cannot find the time to. Am really tired now from all the shoppings and repacking . Feeling quite emotionally drained as well. It's not a easy matter to go overseas to study . So much money involved , today when i saw my mum changed sg $ into aust $ it juz suddenly dawned onto me the HUGE amount of money thrown towards me by them. And then the stress of passing with reasonably good grades started to weigh me down a little.

My parents ( my dad esp... ) is really really pinning a lot a lot of hope on me. Today when we went for dinner together , he told my sisters ' see jiejie going to study for her degree already , u all must also be graduates ok...' ALSO. That word brings me so much stress , also means that to him i am already one? Hmm... STRIVE !!!

So many people wishing me well . From my secondary sch frens to my poly frens to 'the gang' to aud... to my sisters... and sweetie...I've got money from my relatives, a very sweet gesture in the form of a photoshop-ed photo from jelly , a lot a lot of encouraging words from sweetie and msges from my frens.

Sometimes i can't help but believe that sweetie and me are destinated to meet each other . Maybe we were destinated to search for each other. HAHA! how else can u explain the fact that both of us got moles behind our ears and ard the same area too? and that both of us got this slight birthmark on the back at ard the same area toooo??? I was surprised to know that i've got a mole behind my ear cos i can't see behind my ears until sweetie 'alerted' me abt it.
Anyhow... :)

Definately going to miss everything and everyone here in sg . From the going outs with frens and sweetie to being able to wake up to a bright warm sun . 5 months and i will be back. . . :D

The luggages are really heavy. VERY. I hope they will be within the limits. I hope everything goes on well. I hope all of u get on fine.


Today when sweetie logged online i was kinda taken aback when i saw his nick.
IT IS JUST LIKE ONE OF THE MANY MARATHON WE HAVE COMPLETED, BUT THIS TIME , I WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU AT THE FINISHING LINE. I sallowed that lump of tears threatening to burst outta me , breathed in and stopped myself from acting like a cry baby right in front of my mum. I know this nick is 'created' by him because of the less than perfect english used. LOLZ. But nonetheless , i am very touched cos this phrase simply sums everything up.



And with these , i shall head forward and embrace my university life.

Love
Jorine

p/s: i promise to update my blog the moment i can gain access to internet.