Dear diary,

Chilled with aud , juz that lil bit But it was great... sitting ard bumming... bitching...lolz! Now waiting for tuition to start.

Maybe like what sweet said... i really need to get into the GEAR of things... i need to do some work out... or something.... i feel tired in the day BUT so fresh at night. Which is not quite agood thing .

I am waiting........waiting.......... waiting......................................................... i really do love the postman now.... o well... it's kinda like a love-hurt relationship thou.
the i wanna see u so much
yet
the very sight of u stir me up feeling.

mum was telling me something abt insurance plan or something that has gonna do with me funding my own degree prog...etc.... what a dread ~ o well... i'll have to pay her back anyway.
mum was also telling me abt how ppl think that me and sweet will get' ROM 'in another 3 years time ! hahaha! that's really funny cos it's weird when others think abt ur 'happiness' more than u. Which brings me to another topic all together. Our 3 years anniversary is coming really soon and it's... scaring me... 3 years together. Sure doesn't seem that long to me. But there were indeed changes in us. We've grown up a lil i guess. haha. some ppl married after juz 2 years of courtship~ ...

Let's do mini prediction.... ( based on perfect everything... haha )

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bing- first year in police
me- going into uni

22

bing-second year in police
- getting into sim ... maybe or either... getting into aust uni after his 5th year

me- got my degree / still in uni

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bing - 3rd year in police
-second year in sim

me - working / still in uni

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bing - 4th year in police
- 3rd year in sim

me -working / still in uni... finishing

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bing- last year in police
- finishing sim ?

me - working

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bing - working... or if he's not going into sim then... going into aust uni

me - if he's going into aust uni i will go there with him ! get my honours or work there or watever. haha!

then say the both of us work for another 3 years to clear our debts / save money

we'll both be 29 ~ bother ! argh !

SIANZ LAH!

the crucial part is that u can all see i am getting so bored i am doing this! hahaha! :)
meanwhile i can juz go and daydream....


and now for the tricky part
where do i go from here?
what do i do from here?
how do i show that u're not in my agenda

i need ur help.


ur nice thou...

BUT

he's even nicer.

Love

p/s: dun ask me why.