Dear diary,

Amazing how fast i spend my money this week. But i had fun. I enjoyed myself. Maybe i am using money to buy me outta misery. hahaha! Sweet had 5 days of off days. :D Ending soon thou , in fact tml will be his last leave day. Going to idp to find out abt the australia study thingy , esther got accepted into UQ nutrition and they exempt her from so many modules in the end she only need to take one year to complete her degree. So when she msged and tell me that i was really really tempted to join her . Imagine... getting my dream degree in one year !!!!! i really really love studying nutrition. So i got all excited and told my mother abt it. She sound rather..... 'flat' but well... i still see a shimmer of hope there since she asked me to go find out everything before they decide if they will be able to sponser me . Added everything up and think i will need ard $40000 . And when i added up the sim school fees and allowances i will be getting for 3 years it's abt the same... $400000 so i REALLY hope my parents will be ok with it.

But then again , i believe that if they give me the nods i will not be feeling all chirpy cos i am juz not prepared enough mentally. Yet i don't wanna miss this once in a lifetime thingy. Hope they will exempt me as well and let me finish my degree in a year!!!! Shld see what the idp people say tml.

Had fun time today , went to watch 'Be Cool' at causeway point with gang and neng . Double dates... lolz.. finally i saw gang's chick... lolz~ then neng had to leave early so the three of us went to partyworld at clementi with boy and ling and boy's sister and her bf chris....

Tml i gonna get back to reality again... it's monday and it's tuition day. :( having damn fucking cramps now! DARN!

p/s: aud .... ur URGENT news sure add a sparkle in my day ! lolz!

Love,