Dear diary, ,

Last night when i was having our daily before sleep chat with sweet, things didn't quite turn out nice ~ i wanted to be like... understanding ~ and at least make him feel that i am concerned with his work , share his stress and stuffs...i was trying to make him talk to me ... trying HARD to do that knowing that he's that kinda person who would rather keep problems to himself. So i tried until he finally relented and and he told me that he'll rather not talk abt work now cos he's at home now and work is already stress enough dun wan to bring that topic up again... blahs... imagine how i felt ~ thou he's not wrong to say that, understand what he meant... BUT~ so turned in early, b4 i slept was thinking about what he said. So now shld i still ask him abt work? how am i supposed to so call share his stress? i wonder... this is an issue and i shld talk it out with him soon. Maybe to him 'playing' , acting silly with him IS helping him relieving his stress already? could be... i dun know... will ask him .

Anyway the silly fellow woke up at six and msged me two times ~ which was like... both sweet yet irriating... haha... imagine i was deep in slumber then one msg comes .. ten mins later another one came... then at 10 he called to wake me up , hmm... he was acting so tame. lolz~ like... talk really soft and stuffs... anyway all is forgiven ! :D love him sooo much... think i really need this kinda guy.. lolz.. my bf cannot be as quick tempered as me yet must be more forgiving as me.... AND be the first one to.... initiate the conversation, say sorry... haha!

After the morning chat with him , went to shower, then mum call me to accompany her to change my pants.. lolz... this pant i got from ness was too big for me... i got L ~ then came back tried for them to see kena condemmed , comments like ... looks like baggy pants... no figure... came shooting outta their mouth so no choice gonna change ... jeff went along with us cos she wanted to apply for at charles and keith... after that i tricked mum to go to partyworld with me... lolz! quite fun ~ haha! The moment we went in , me and jeff took control of the controller and line up a list of songs... after that mum got us to help her with the controller... line up even more songs than us ~ so much so much oldies ~ fong fei fei ~ blahs... some tunes sounded familiar so i sang along... jeff was like giving me... THAt look... haha !

anyway looking forward to tml , poly pals will be coming over for a bbq ... juz the few of us... shikin, claris, lizhen , joy, bing... lolz... never call much ppl~ since it's such a last min thing and hard to coordinate also...

Going for dinner at TGC later... for the 'ren ri ' celebration thingy... :D fun fun day ! which also means that the rest of the week will be filled with tuitions... ~ :(

Love