Dear Diary,

I MISS U !!!!!!! ok ppl... i know my new blogskin's really CRAPPY! lolz... it's kinda cute thou... haha... been long since i last updated... considering i use to update almost at least every other day.... reason being... i was juz so tied up with school , tuitions and.... well..... bing's grandma pass away been going over to the wake...plus it took me a couple of days to finally get my blog up... i was suprised one day when i tried to view my blog and realised that it's... screwed..so i attempted to 'create' my own blogskin.... but since i am such a gone case when it comes to HTML... i gave up and juz copy and paste this lame bacon stuff here...*shrug*

Lots have been happening... frankly i quite forgotten the minor stuffs.. so will get straight to the MAIN point... bing's grandmother's death...

It happened last friday early in the morning...fell down... and.... ya... dun wanna dwell into it anymore... was a really unpleasant week..... seeing them crying.... feeling it for myself.... i mean.... thou i am not that close to his grandmother... not related by blood... but i see her almost every week.... i talk to her... i try to entertain her... thou sometimes i really dun understand what she's talking abt.... and ya... i call her.. 'ah ma' like... haiz...like she was a part of my weekly visit... and whenever i pass by breadtalk i will ponder if i shld buy red bean bun for her............................... she told me... she liked that..................... anyway... the chinese believe that on the 7th day the dead will come back right... and ya... bing got a dream... and he said that it was really real... dream... and blahs... and he asked his grandma what happened that day... how she fall and she told him that it's cos she wants to open the drawer to get money for someone....... and then bing was telling me that she got 49 days to go ard to visit her relatives... and if she went then there will be a handprint on the 'rice container?? ' the place we store uncooked rice... ya....and they saw a handprint there... and grandma also went to visit his first aunt......

Enough abt that ....

I'm really looking forward to the activities that will be happening later...it has been way llllllooonnggg since i last enjoyed myself .... going for tuition later.... then followed by going to sim lim to get PDA!!!! woo!!! haha ! then going to do some CNY shopping... i juz hope that there will be enough time for us! bing sure deserve a break... from all that he has been thru....

On another note... i am feeling the pinch ! spending... so much.... it's like i juz got 600 dollars in my wallet... but all tht will be gone within a day.... 350 for PDA.... 50 for that stupid set of undies... lolz... another 58 for my ness pants....mum pay 8 for me... so ... haha... the rest ... still need to get at least one more set of clothes plus shoes plus a new bag??? good thing is that bing juz got his pay !!! lolz! ok.... having evils thgts... lolz !!!!

Love
Jorine