Dear diary,

Feeling seriously pissed here ! My sisters are driving me insane ! Jeffanie is using my cream... without asking... jelly talks on the phone all night... till 7 this morning ! jovina have been buzzing ard me ~ HELP ME! the room gets all topsy turvy again ~ all messed up... pls pls... sisters if u're reading this i am pleading u to keep MY room clean ! dun take my things w/o permission no means no... dun bother to ask again... and stop buzzing ard me... as it is i already got more than i need to bother abt.. so stop bothering me..! ! ! ! !

Didn't go to school today, overslept , got myself to thank for missing econs lesson , going for tuition later at 1.30 today will be having 3 tuitions... i regret getting the tuition at yishun cos it's really far ....at least this is how it seem to me now ...

Yesterday went to sweetie's poc..lotsa to update on it.. here goes...
Went to school with a headache.... in fact went to sleep with one the previous night , mood wasn't all that great, anyway it was kinda gone for a lil while ... but came back after lesson , headed to admirately fc with joy , ate our lunch and then went home , first thing i did when i reached home was to take the medical oil to 'self massage'... lolz...then sweetie called , told me he's on his way already... so quickly went to shower , went to paint my nails... halfway thru ... he came... then proeeded to pack my bag... wear my clothes... blahs... then headed over to gek poh to top up cash card, buy panadols, ( thou i alread eaten 2 b4 this.. the pain juz wun go again ! ARGH ! ) and to buy tape for the video cam ... wanted to collect his uniform from the laundry but hack ! they open only at 5... so went to his hse... lazed ard... then did my make up... haha... his sis was like.. eh... how come this u use it this way.. blahs blahs blahs... felt kinda nervous.. afterall it will be my first time meeting most of his squadmates, went there... was shocked at first... cos i saw many many gfs... lolz... and some of them looked like they were going for their prom... lolz ! it was really dottie... i mean.. hey in the first place... u're not the star u know... the went to bun up their hair... and stuffs... then the moment i walked into the room , i can feel them staring at me.... and then goes...phew.... i look prettier than her... haha... anyway i was feeling confident cos i was like in my LBD so... nothing can go wrong with the LBD... haha... and i juz let my hair down... my loop earrings... with my braclet... was walking aimlessly while sweetie went to do his computer stuff... then saw thomas.. my schmate in sp.. from chem engine , smiled at him.. he smiled back... oooo so he still remembers me... was looking ard for familar faces... but then when i saw them.... i juz like.. retreat back into my shell and ya.... didn't talk to them.... i duno why.... i always find it hard to talk to strangers.... and cos i dun wan to appear aloaf... i smile... so ended up smiling and smiling... really wanted to talk to justin's gf... haha... but ya... didn't happened.. till the very end.... smiled at them and told them.. BYE! haha ! anyway talked to bing's squadmates.. a few of them... hee... i think he have a reputation of being the CLOWN... the EVERYONE ALSO KNOW guy.... THE AH BENG ... seriously... ya.. the ah beng... haha... we were talking... so this guy asked me... so u're more to english speaking issit? then i replied... not really... i am comfortable with both... then he was like... icic... but this one ( point to bing ) is hokkien one leh.... ERM............. haha... i was like.. hhahahahahahahhahahahaha.... long pause... i can speak hokkien too... he gave me an amused look... ooooo ... then another one asked me... how come u will like him... he dun have any good points one... sometimes can be funny... other than that... nothing already.. i think u made a wrong choice... me... erm........ haha... ya... he's funny... :? then thruout the whole thing... they kept on passing remarks... which gives me the impression that sweetie is the 'resident bengster' and 'IT -ster ' rolled into one....

lazy to update...

p/s : this entry was written yesterday .... :)

Love
Jorine