Dear Diary,

It's the start of yet another week , exam's round the corner but the notes are still left untouched... i wonder when i will start touching them... Sweetie's attachment started today... he was supposed to be in ECHO division which means bugis that area but becos of blahs... he's now in juliet division and .... he juz called me to tell me that he has been posted to......... NANYANG CC POLICE POST !!!! what the heck ~ of all police post he must be posted there ~ lolz... it's so darn near his hse... he dun even need to take a bus there... but then again.. i wonder... if he will learn much there... lolz... that police post ~ gosh ~ never thgt that he will get posted there... but well... hope that he will learn stuffs there... i am starting to wonder if he will have time for me.................... however, i am confident that we'll be able to work out something... be hook or by crook.. cos... this whole 'policeman schedule' gonna be with him for 4.5 years... this work 12 hrs rest 24 hrs work 12 hrs rest 36 hrs thing... since today's his first day, his working hrs will be from 8 to 5............. I THINK... i am not even sure of that... so if i am not wrong he will be working the night shift tml ,7pm to 7am... poor baby... gonna stay up awake while everyone's sleeping... i duno if i am anticipating this new lifestyle of his.... cos that means i will have to change mine too....... his weekends might be spend working that means...... everything will be kinda messed up.... since we usually spend friday over at his hse , sat going out and sun at mine hse.......... o well............ bottomline .......... REMINDER TO SELF: GONNA GET USED TO IT

and i .... saw him in his full U yesterday , that whole blue uniform... haha... and suddenly... this thgt came into my mind... like......... ok... he's sure of what he wants... he's now in the path of where he hopes to see himself in.... he's taking all the right steps... in 2 years time i hope that he will get into the IT division , i share his dream with him.....uh-huh................................................... but damn ! i dun have any vision of my own!!!! where shld we go from here... i ask myself this qns daily.... but i am not able to provide myself with a satifised ans... i got a dip in food tech , getting a 'dip' in business , hoping to get into SIM and what else.... be a teacher??? i really wan to be one... if i can't get into NIE i will go into SIM if i get into SIM and then apply to NIE and i still dun get into NIE then i will teach at tuition centre.... sounds rather bland... sound rather dumb .... but meanwhile... this will be it...

now for a brief update ... yesterday was kinda like 'family day ' we went to changi village for breakfast ... had dim sum which was really YUMMY ... then went to little india with dad as the 'tour guide' my dad grew up there... and he was there narrating abt how he use to sleep on the five-foot way ... which room he stayed in.. where was his grandpa's hse... his fren's hse.. when he used to play his guitar... spend his night away..... this and that... interesting... i am starting to get envious of daddy dearest ... his youth sound so FUN! then after the little india 'tour' went home and sweetie came over to my hse... the moment he reached he was like... ok faster.. let's go over to my hse ~ i was like HUH! but u juz reached... then he told me that he intend to celebrate his mum's b'day today... and he came over juz to 'fetch' me over ~ ... like so dud ~~~ ok.. so got changed.... and i took like 1 hr to change... lolz... and he fell asleep..... must be the aura of my cosy bedroom.. lolz.. so then went to get cake and some food... then went over to his hse ... went home ard 10 plus... was so tired..... Zzz

All righty , looking forward to daddy's b'day this thurs.... :D

Love
Jorine