Dear diary,

I AM SO SO PISSED !!!!!! I NEED TO COMPLAIN ! today was the start of exam ~ first paper, i've got 4 papers altogether ... so i reached the station , was looking out for joy , but guess what ~ i saw MR IRRITATING ~ this idoit is really pissing me off.... i am so irrated with myself for smiling at him ~ argh ! shldn't have done that , i smiled at him and he gave me that 'million dollar face' hey dude , save that for urself ! i dun need it ! go0sh ! that darn face ~ i am REALLY sure i had eye contact with him ... and that i smile.... not feebly ~ i gave him the standard smile.. like ya know ~ n he juz stared back at me.... blankly ..... i feel so much like an ass ~ i believe the reason for his change in attitude is due to that 'tips' thingy ~one word CHILDISH ! i swear that i will NEVER talk to him... NEVER EVER smile to him... his actions and antics are really pissing the hell out of me ! and trust me to think that he was cute at first ~ *roll eyes* ... really lah ~ juz pisses me off... that childish attitude of his , maybe he shld go back to sucking milk from his mother's breast ~ that's where he belongs....

That class is almost filled to the brim with pest..... except for some... still quite nice , i think it's the case of can't click, can't be bothered and can't comprehend , i can't understand why they need to have certain actions ~ those small small actions.... like... when u see them do it... u juz feel like puking... an giving them a couple of good tight slaps... they can juz look u in the face and imagine that u're invisible.... hey ~ hello.... idoits... !

Well.. apart from those irritators , the first exam ~ was ok... business management , thurs i will be having accounting..... actually i wonder .... what's my aim ? do i REALLY need to study so hard... for this diploma... i dun feel any motivation to really study , i really only treat this exam as a way of testing the knowledge that i've gained , like i got no strong desire to get A ... blahs blahs blahs.... and ... ya... i can't wait to complete tis course , cos with that bunch of idoits in my class... i guess i will be better off somewhere without them ~

I am missing my sweetie ... :D he's back in tracom and will be passing out soon... on the 14th of dec , so mostly likely i will be attending his passing out thingy , and u're supposed to wear a lil formal.. blah... so i've decided not to change the black dress that i got from purple... instead i think i will be wearing that black dress for his POC ... as for my cousin's wedding this sat , most probably i will be wearing jeans and a tube~ me in a tube ~~??? lolz.....

Accounting ~ .... thurs.................. tues.... business law , that's a real killer ~ and then... next thurs.... IT... last paper... and i will be back teaching ! hee... i reall love teaching... my students... ! :)

I am going to complain to sweetie abt those idoits... hmm... shld i even bother...???? i think not...


Love
Jorine