Dear diary,

I am so DEAD~ the motivation for me to study is juz not there... few more days b4 exam still feeling slackish ... this wk has been hell ... bottomline will be PMS + STRESS = DISASTER

Feeling so PMS-SY these past few days , and the constant reminder of books , u know , that kinda feeling , like so delimma-tic ~ ok first it's me who choose to study instead of work , so i hell know that i shld study HARD , then the other part me me is like , argh ~ this dip ~ sianz , so disappointed with the course , and then... parents money ~ and all that ... so ya....

Anyway went out with my mum and sisters yesterday , went to town , trying hard to find a gown~ in the end ... i came back with nothing , at least my sis got hers... i darn dun understand why they always design the gowns to be so small at the bustline ~ HELLO my bust is not that big ~ BUT they juz can't fit in that tiny space ~ anyway was fun going out with them , ALWAYS ALWAYS attract lotsa attention when we go out together , with 2 loud mouths ( jovina and jeff ) and ppl staring at a mother with 4 chattering girls..... and ~ chaos ! it's really funny thou...

Will be going out today with sweetie ... going to watch THE INCREDIBLES... seriously wondering how i will be able to struggle thru this exam.. LOLZ LOLZ LOLZ LOLZ LOLZ.... i am LOUNDING OUT LOUD but feeling depressed inside ~ hee... ok.. i will juz somehow pass lah.. lolz again ~ irritating myself ...

I really need to get a new pair of specs... *roll eye* i really wan to go for that laser operation... so that my vision prob can be gone ~ i still dun like the idea of putting on contacts and then taking them off again ~ esp when i'm in a rush ~

Final note , i am so glad that my students got fairly well results, improved ...and ya.. it's juz really fulfilling to know tat they improved... actually miss teaching them ...

Getting late .... time to go get changed..

Love
Jorine