Dear diary,

I am so dead ! i haven't started with business law and thou i dun really care abt the outcome, i dun wanna get a big D on my cert either ! worst still.. if i damn fucking fail that paper... i seriously got no no no no time to study... there's juz so much entertaining around .... so much planning and everything... with my cousin's wedding... juz rushed and got a dress within 30 mins~ imagine.... it's so not me to get a dress in 30 mins ~ ... well anyway to sum everything up... it's BZ BZ BZ...

Thursday was mon's birthday , but we didn't celebrate it cos it clashes with my grandma's death anniversary , so the dinner was postponed to friday , so on thursday after my accounts paper i went to meet my cousins at orchard hoping to get a dress or something presentable to wear for my cousin's traditional ceremony... but in the end all i got was 2 packets of famous amos and a tube... then after the shopping trip went to my cousin's hse to pray to my grandma... after that took cab home with sisters ... was quite late when we reached home... thanks to all that dilliy dally-ing at my cousin's hse... u know how it's like when a bunch of girls gather together... ! haha ! then when i reached home.. my plan to study business law came to nought.... i was juz simply plain tired..... and then i stupidly went to drink a cuppa tarik ~ tried to study again... failed miserably... can't even concentrate enough to finish reading one page... so finally 'surrended' ... but.... i realised that i couldn't sleep either.... must be that tarik's fault ! ... hate that feeling... mind alert.. but ur body's on the verge of....... breaking down... manz ! tossed and turned till ard 3 plus .... then next day friday ... supposed to be fully studying day... but no ~ mum called and nagged at me... ask me when i intend to buy the dress for the wedding dinner... cos it's already friday and the dinner's on mon ~ ok.. i relented.... went shopping with mum... to get all the barangs.. .mind kept on thinking abt business law... saw a so-so short dress and got it... who knows ~~~~~~ mum told me...... we'll be heading out for her postponed b'day dinner.... ok............. another day WASTED! no buiness law ..... YET AGAIN~ very bad ... and to add oil to fire..... the car sweetie intended to rent for the sat ceremony... corked up ~ that darn bitch screwed up the rental stuffs... and he ended up with no car ~ was really at our wit's end... cos i was alone at home waiting for him to come fetch me in THAT car and then the others already reached the dinning place.. and he called and told me that there'll be no car... he was reall really pissed... shouting all that rubbish stuffs ~ argh ! driving me mad ! it would have been easy if he was alone.. he could have juz come and picked me up in a cab~ but he was with his fren.... so his plan was to take the car.. drive his fren home and then come fetch me to that place.... in the end.. everything screwed.................... ! and he gonna pay for his fren's cab fare... it's really ok lah.. but the feeling of no car at that moment juz sucked big time!

Then........... on friday night went back... super duper duper tired..... skipped business law AGAIN.... can't sleep.. totally no mood to do anything.. cos sat's plan was squashed... decided that sweetie will not go for the wedding ceremony... instead he will got for the other auntie's dinner instead... haha.. i think this whole thingy is getting soooooooo confusing.. lolz... anyway it's juz hectic lah ! and plus i haven't got my mum's present and my cousin's wedding present... KAOZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! horrrible...

so today was the ceremony thingy... went out with my cousin the whole day... with less than 3 hrs sleep the last night ! and then juz came back from the dinner... aiyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo............................................. haiz.... to conclude i am so dead....business law ! i will juz try my best.............. supposed to go to my cousin's hse tml..i will give that a miss...... mon will be the wedding dinner... tues will be business law... when the hell will i be able to find time.... i am so tired now.... i can't be bothered to write properly even........... when i set my eyes upon the notes... i see the letters dancing...

I GOT DARK RINGS ! THAT'S REALLY BAD...... COS IT'S REALLYDARK.... I WILL NOT BE PRETTY ON MON !

Feel kinda bad....... sweetie gonna rush with me... haha ! poor thing... hope we can have a better weekend next wk... i wan more ... private time...... no more........... rushing... here ..... or there.............


Love
Jorine