Dear Diary,

Di ri's back in camp... enjoyed his company a lot today... i always lament that the time spend with him is too short ... guess no matter how much time i spend with him.. it will still not be enough... it'll never ever be enough... i still remember when he first go into camp ,i felt really so lost... suddenly he's in there... and i was brawling myself to sleep literally... lolz! it's that feeling..of..........not wanting him to go away... that sickening feeling which i can't really explain... it makes me feel so sick....... he's into his 13th week of training already... and yes....i still get that lingering feeling every single time he gonna leave... i get that feeling everytime i reached home wanting to call to ask what's he doing... if everything's all right.. yet knowing that i will not be able to reach him...so i wait till he calls me........ like now...... waiting......

Love that pig he gave me... knuckles the pig! share the same birthday as him ~lolz!
Love

1. The way he stroke my head
2. He makes me feel so precious
3. Knowing me inside out
4. Keeping me sane
5. Being my guardian angel
6. Always there for me
7. Begining such a cutie
8. Making me laugh
9. Playing 'fighting' with me
10. Willing to play those silly games of mine... like 'she'll be coming round the mountain'
11. Smelling so nice
12. Looking at him after his nap... esp so when his lashes are all pointing down~ that's so funny !
13. His determination
14. His Drive
15. His zest in life
16. How he love pinching my cheeks...
17. The way he pampers me
18. The tulips he gave me
19. The blue roses too... and the meaning behind them...
20. The time we spend at sentosa
21. The way he imitates the chimps
22. His lameness
23. How he stands up for me
24. The lingos we use...
25. The way he imitates me...
26. When he's bz doing his java coding stuffs...
27. Cutting his nails... lolz !
28. talk to me abt his dreams
29. those cute teeth
30. his puss-in-boots face
31. spending lazy afternoons taking naps...
32. hate to admit this.............. but i love the way he tries to make me laugh when i am mad at him... cos according to him when i get mad... i will move my mouth in a particular way... and he does the same ~

The memories with him are so precious.... love him so much... he's MINE! lalala!

Love

Jorine