Dear diary,

Feeling so much better after i have a talk with my dearest .... i really feel that i am really so so so lucky to have him by my side... was really sucky and so of cos went to meet him for dinner with a sucky attitude but he was really patient with me and somehow make me open up to him ... sweet... then ya.. he told me stuffs... like how i might not like the job but who knows... and then call me to juz give it a whirl... and well... talking to him really opens up my view and i kinda straighten out my thgts ..... so now i am in fact looking forward to learning at far ocean instead of dreading it... and for the huge chance in attitude , gonna thanks my dear for it... what a lucky girl i am! envy me pls! lolz! and oo... did i mention how silly he was? lolz.. today when i was using my com , happen to see a 'To jojo' file on my desktop , it's in notepad format one.. so really like dud~ what's that... suddenly got a new file on my desktop so went to click on it and ... guess what it's written by dearest... haha! he meant for it to be a surprise.. and yes i was touched... somehow he always manages to lift me up whenever i feel down... love him loads!

Had a talk with my dad again... and he STRONGLY advised me to work here... duno why~~~ think he wants me to go thru hardship? no idea.. but according to him.. he told me that it's a not bad company from whathe heard from his frens..... and blahs ... dun listen to others... blahs.... watever... that's what he gonna say... it's his 2 cents worth... so well....

O and abt the dinner , nothing fancy , went to sun plaza for dinner ... didn' really feel like eating... but dear was like so hungry... poor boy... think i will cook something for him this week... if possible... going to stuff him with food.. he needs food... and not any food.... food cooked by me~!!!!! wahahahaha! glad that he's having a helluva time in camp... he really enjoying it... it's in him.. ya know... to be in camp and stuffs , he enjoys it.... like npcc and stuffs... proud of him... i duno why... but there's this sense of like... hey look! that's my dear.. lolz! cos he's such a snag!oooo ya... and prehaps... who can tolerate my attitude 'cept for him? and who can make me love him so much... 'cept for him... lolz...

tml will go back to work after a day of reporting 'sick' ... and ya.. last night i was running a fever.. felt better this morning but body still feeling aching so didn't go... tml and the next ... will be my last day at takesago... cool!

Filled with so much love
Jorine