Monday, July 19, 2004

 
Dear diary,
                      
                         Another sunday has gone by , but i am glad that i didn't waste it away , kinda juz spend my day talking to bing , doing simple stuffs like packing my drawers, arranging all the movie tickets we collected into my album and cooking. Hee. Thou simple it was enough for me , i prefer to live life that way , simple , for sometimes i feel that simple joy is much more fulfiling ... take for example , spending my day with someone i love ,doing usual stuffs gives me more joy than say spending a day shopping ... ya... it's true... that's y sometimes when ppl tell me that we are boring i juz nod my head and smile.... but deep in my heart i know that i get more pleasure spending my day that way... :) 
 
                         Chatted with dear on lotsa stuffs, glad that he understands me , thou not fully , but at least i know that he tries to ... and ya... talking to him , telling him how i feel and stuffs, really makes me feel better .... guess he's in camp now already... still feel really sad when he leaves my hse ... uncontrollable tears still flood... thou it's kinda like 'drop by drop' now ... not like gushes those kind... lolz! and it's already then 5th wk!~ he saw it but i dun really care... haha... it's juz me ... a typical female ... females are emotional creatures right? gets on my nerves sometimes... but well.. what to do... i can't really control myself ya know...
 
                      Hmm... so tml's working day again.... second wk of working at symrise, feeling really sianz abt it... but i will try to look forward to something... or else i think i will be a zombie really soon... hmm..am i not right? lolz... gonna sleep early tonight... prepare myself for another wk ahead.. looking forward to pay day! think will be less than 900 this mth...
 
                       Will try to save more money for our future together with dear!
 
Love
jorine
 
                      

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