i gonna bring myself out of misery ! - 11/24/2001



Dear diary,
it's close to 1 am rite now.....feeling kinda under the weather...... got 2 things on my mind now..... number 1 : ap chem number 2: daniel......

the reason y i am worry abt ap chem is that i really cannot start...and feel so guilty abt my laziness and all the excuses i give when i wanna study...i noe that i need to study hard ..this time round i really cannot aford to fail again...can't let my parents, frens and myself down anymore........ really must pass this time...... charlie's helping me with my ap chem on mon......hope that with his help i'll be able to start and get a clearer pic of the whole thingy.....

number 2 : daniel...............hiaz.......i think i am in the stage of like really missing him ......hoping that he'll call.....hoping that every msg that i received is frm him.....that sounds lame! but then haha....... i dunno wat i am thinking abt also......can someone enlighten me!

y can't i be like the rest of the ppl.....who pass all their subjects....... kelvin juz msg me.....saying that he passed all....most of my frens passed.......but not me! juz my luck! continue later......jeff wans to use the net now.....



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take care ger! wa...icic u ar...sum1 fallin in sEa Of LuV~ cOnGrAtS but do take care reali..if got anithin can ask me...heeheehee *bhb* hmmmm...dun worry so much... when luv cums...esp @ tis age rite...juz treat it as 4 normal..i mean juz relac n let things move on its own slowly..n u guidin it along..hope u understand wat i mean? n abt apchem ya muz reali work hard! jiayou! tis is a 2nd chance... [mEgUm|]
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me again! *v lor soh* i tink make it tis time round 4 apchem one..dun worry..as long as u seek help now im sure u can pass n dun give urself too much stress k? juz believe dat u can do IT!! if theres anithin u need other dan charliez d expert, can ask my sis fren too...ya...its not onli U 1 person takin apchem sup u noe...wat abt kaven (d poor guy) jacob shikin nurain etc rite? so juz do ur best!! [mEgUm|]
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Haha.. oooooo.. Daniel.. [Con^Fused]
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part II-------gonna get myself out of misery! - 11/24/2001



yeah as the title suggust....i am still in misery!
dan juz agreed to stay in the net 4 15 mins more.....
and that's great....haha
me a bit siao.....
tml lotsa ppl r gonna come to my hse.........hiaz....so not a day to study.......mon then officially start.....studying......

a bit abt myself.......... i think at this moment ....frens make up a really impt part of my life.....o not getting to c then everyday makes me miss them...... really really miss them.......

that's zbt it now...
ciao!....
luv jorine



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yoz ger! ya correct frenz r more impt...@ least 4 me lah...in life...ya...dats y all those guyz who met me rite...heeheehee...wun get much attention fr me~ *haiz* so..i tink ar...u quite fortunate ar...got ur DD there... *winks* yeah...so juz relac...take care n study hard! i miss u too! rem miss me oso...heeheehee...

cLaRiS ^-^ [mEgUm|]
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